What Kills Me

After all the years of writing this blog
What kills me is
The people who read this blog as if
They don't read it.

Are you proud of yourself
For being a voyeur of truth?
Do you wish you had the nuts
To say what I say?
Are you simply afraid?

You have gotten your 15 minutes
Of vommit.

You have given
your 15 minutes of fear
How DOES THAT FEEL?

I will never "go away"...sorry
You willALWAYS see me in all your lies
And then...
You will always be unable to deny it
Within yourself
So sayeth Magenta